[He doesn't know Rei saw the vision, but she's shaking against him and obviously frightened of something. He assumes it's because she saw him have a seizure, which he neglected to tell her about when he talked about his visions. He finds he has control over himself now, but it doesn't help the situation much, because they're still in the memory.]
I keep seeing the same thing and not just in visions! I'm dreaming about it too and I can like feel it, like when you just know someone's behind you or looking at you, but so much more intense; it's like that and dread in the pit of stomach and this like sharp stab of panic like you have to run right now or you're going to die! I know it's not really happening, or not happening yet, but it will and I don't know what it is! It could be some monster or a daemon or even a human or a symbol for like something else entirely or an organization or the Seers at the Daybreak or some Outlands collective or, or-
[Oh, shit. He can move as he wants now, but that wasn't anything he'd meant to say. It's what he'd told Adelaide.]
The whole Seer thing didn't just like happen! I made a contract with a daemon and before you ask, I don't know its name or anything about it and I don't know what it wanted from me or what I signed on for because there was only a verbal agreement and I didn't know that's what was happening when I said yes or apparently thought having the ability to see the future was a good idea, which it is very much a bad idea! It was right after my sister died and I was talking to this guy that I thought she worked with about how I wish I could have known what would happen that day and never would have gone to the shrine and that it would be horrible if someone else had the same experience and hey, wouldn't it be nice if you had the power to stop that kind of thing from happening to someone else since you couldn't save her!? Yes! That's would awesome! Okay, sure! Daemon contract! And before I started having these visions and dreams, which I will tell you about in a minute, Kano thought that the reason I can't see with my left eye is because the daemon hasn't been looking through it, but it could! And that's exactly what it's doing right now! I know that's what this is! It's coming to kill me and everyone else and it has these horrible hollowed out eyes with spirals and blood dripping down and they watch me while I sleep and I've had two visions about them and I feel them looking at me for hours after! It's watching! It's watching everything and It's going to kill everybody and it's my fault! It knows where this place is because it's looking through me!
[He's hysterical and crying, like he was back then in April. Like he's talking to Adelaide and not Rei, like he's still lost in the desperation, fear, and confusion of his increasingly detrimental powers. The Amrita Shower seemingly has no effect on remembered emotions that Toki isn't currently feeling, but just acting out.]
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I keep seeing the same thing and not just in visions! I'm dreaming about it too and I can like feel it, like when you just know someone's behind you or looking at you, but so much more intense; it's like that and dread in the pit of stomach and this like sharp stab of panic like you have to run right now or you're going to die! I know it's not really happening, or not happening yet, but it will and I don't know what it is! It could be some monster or a daemon or even a human or a symbol for like something else entirely or an organization or the Seers at the Daybreak or some Outlands collective or, or-
[Oh, shit. He can move as he wants now, but that wasn't anything he'd meant to say. It's what he'd told Adelaide.]
The whole Seer thing didn't just like happen! I made a contract with a daemon and before you ask, I don't know its name or anything about it and I don't know what it wanted from me or what I signed on for because there was only a verbal agreement and I didn't know that's what was happening when I said yes or apparently thought having the ability to see the future was a good idea, which it is very much a bad idea! It was right after my sister died and I was talking to this guy that I thought she worked with about how I wish I could have known what would happen that day and never would have gone to the shrine and that it would be horrible if someone else had the same experience and hey, wouldn't it be nice if you had the power to stop that kind of thing from happening to someone else since you couldn't save her!? Yes! That's would awesome! Okay, sure! Daemon contract! And before I started having these visions and dreams, which I will tell you about in a minute, Kano thought that the reason I can't see with my left eye is because the daemon hasn't been looking through it, but it could! And that's exactly what it's doing right now! I know that's what this is! It's coming to kill me and everyone else and it has these horrible hollowed out eyes with spirals and blood dripping down and they watch me while I sleep and I've had two visions about them and I feel them looking at me for hours after! It's watching! It's watching everything and It's going to kill everybody and it's my fault! It knows where this place is because it's looking through me!
[He's hysterical and crying, like he was back then in April. Like he's talking to Adelaide and not Rei, like he's still lost in the desperation, fear, and confusion of his increasingly detrimental powers. The Amrita Shower seemingly has no effect on remembered emotions that Toki isn't currently feeling, but just acting out.]