[Did she feel what he did? The crushing weight of impending doom and unimaginable terror?]
I... It was... I thought, at- at that time, that my eye wasn't mine. The daemon that I made a contract with, I thought he was looking through it, or- I wasn't...
[Toki bites his lip, because he feels like screaming. How can he expect Rei to deal with him after seeing these things? After knows how he was, and that he might become that way again. It hasn't been long since the surgery and it might not have even worked completely. Toki may be heading towards another breakdown and not even know it.]
I was very... unwell at that time and I had thoughts that were, that didn't make sense logically, but I didn't realize that? I thought to get rid of the daemon, that it only made sense to kill the part of it that was there. But the visions weren't about that daemon and it was my eye, but I...
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Did you see them!?
[Did she feel what he did? The crushing weight of impending doom and unimaginable terror?]
I... It was... I thought, at- at that time, that my eye wasn't mine. The daemon that I made a contract with, I thought he was looking through it, or- I wasn't...
[Toki bites his lip, because he feels like screaming. How can he expect Rei to deal with him after seeing these things? After knows how he was, and that he might become that way again. It hasn't been long since the surgery and it might not have even worked completely. Toki may be heading towards another breakdown and not even know it.]
I was very... unwell at that time and I had thoughts that were, that didn't make sense logically, but I didn't realize that? I thought to get rid of the daemon, that it only made sense to kill the part of it that was there. But the visions weren't about that daemon and it was my eye, but I...